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Senin, 30 Agustus 2010

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31 AGUSTUS 2010


Buat seseorang yg sempat mengisi hari-hariku:
Aku tidak bsa langsung bertemu denganmu tuk bilang
SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YANG KE 35
walaupun q sdh tidak memilikmu setidaknya q msh sempat tuk blng kt2 itu




Apalah arti kekayaan jika cinta yang menyebabkan aku merindu tak kumiliki.
Apalah Arti Istana yang megah, bila tak ada tempat untuk jiwaku untuk berteduh dan bersandar
Untuk apa dikelilingi putri-putri raja, bila cinta yang telah ku rasakan telah memenjarakan hatiku, dan telah membutakan mataku atas segala keindahannya.

Laksana kaum pencinta , airmataku yang bening dan jernih menetes karena merindukan kasih yang tak kunjung datang…
Dan kulihat disana -disaat dirimu pergi, bunga2  pasti menemani , seolah ingin memungut sisa-sisa pesonamu , mereka berlomba-lomba menarik perhatian sang kumbang, diantara mereka ada yang berusaha memenangkan cinta dalam penyamaran adapula berterus-terang dalam “ketelanjangan”… mereka hendak berusaha menawan hati kumbang itu
Sejak pertama kali aku melihat pancaran cahaya keindahan itu, jiwaku langsung bergetar…Kurasakan keharuman cinta telah menghancurkan ketenangan jiwaku…tiada yang melintas dalam anganku selain keindahan mata cinta dan tiada suara yang lebih merdu daripada suara cinta…
Saat menatap wajahmu , seolah ribuan kata ingin keluar dari bibirku, namun apalah daya bibir tak mampu mampu bergerak untuk melukiskan keagungan cinta. Nyala api asmara dalam hatiku semakin lama semakin berkobar, kebiasaanku kini hanya melamun dan merangkai syair yang menceritakan segala tentangmu…
Duhai kekasih….disaat cinta telah mengakar didalam jiwa, serta dari waktu ke waktu cinta itu telah tumbuh subur dikedalaman hati, kuingin rasa itu hanya kita yang tahu…tahukah engkau kekasih, tidak ada obat yang mujarab mengobati luka bila tertusuk duri asmara…maka hargailah dia yang mengasihimu dan diriku yang mencintaimu .
Duhai kekasih hati, dirimu telah kuikat sebagai tawanan cinta diseberang lautan, dimana tiada suatu wujudpun yang dapat menyembunyikan dirimu dari jiwaku.
Dalam cinta keindahan menyimpan kepahitan, dan dalam setiap kegetiran terdapat selubung kebahagiaan.
Rasa dimana kita tak dapat membedakan lagi antara siang dan malam, seolah kita berada dalam taman surgawi yang terbebas dari ruang dan waktu…
Bagi dirinya- diriku adalah pantulan jiwanya ,adakah yang dapat diperbuat dari seorang gadis yang telah ditawan api cinta yang hatinya telah tercuri,selain ingin bertemu dengan si-pencuri hati. Yang Syair-syairnya bernyanyi laksana kidung surgawi dan berbisik kedalam telinganya bagai hembusan angin nan lembut , yang membuatnya terhanyut dalam simponi kerinduan atau laksana gelombang laut yang menghanyutkan bahtera jiwanya didalam lautan perasaannya yang tak bertepi dan berdasar..
Wahai kekasih hati, berjanjilah pada keagungan cinta agar sayapmu dapat terbang bebas dan melayang bersama ketulusan cinta, walau banyak racun yang harus kita teguk …
Atas nama cinta , racun yang pahit pun terasa manis….
Bertahanlah kekasihku, dunia diciptakan untuk kaum pencinta…Dunia ada karena cinta….cinta adalah pembebas dari segala belenggu…dan jiwa pencinta akan memberi kehidupan baru bagi kehidupan yang lain.
Itulah hakekat dan kisah cintaku kekasih, kuceritakan segala isi hati dan tak ada yang kusembunyikan….agar engkau tahu, pintu-pintu hatiku selalu terbuka untukmu… diujung rindu dan harap-aku selalu menanti kehadiranmu…dan aku yakin semilir angin akan mengabarkan dan membisikkan semua ini kepadamu.Yang menceritakan segala hal tentangmu dan tentangku…
LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL BUT WOULD LOVE MORE BEAUTIFUL IF was felt LOVE THAT deepest Sincerity
woman leaves man is the wind paroxysmal miss blow blow up
leaf cradles until sometime fresh green leaf but when the wind passed just disappear in the run-time leaf yellowing before the time menjumputnya because it fell on the ground Looking Let the leaves fall because the will of nature not because the wind blowing hard wanderer or not because the stalks become weak when he knew the wind tlah go disappear without a trace wither away
let dry
fall
buried in the dust of the earth
women's looking for cool place and forced drying which is often unthinkable
forgotten
will power immortalized his love for
Love like the sun, he was still glowing. Although the night incarnate, the light remains illuminated in an eclipse, but sometimes he also will return nevertheless brightness.
Love is the food of the soul. The soul without love is like an empty house. Love without animates like a broken kite string.
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Love is blind ... love knows no age, visual appearance, as well as wealth and treasures, but of sincerity from the
heart of every man among another one
Why is it difficult to say Love

when he was in torrential rain

Why weight expressing love

when he was in a nostalgic revenge,

in the silent night. *
contemplation under the dim fluorescent lights .. still like yesterday, still, quiet conversation with yourself .. when did this lonely endless melody perhaps he could outline a dry smile from her lips, but as expected was not reached until now .. night is slowly creeping in steady tones of the dark without the stars ..
It is time now pervading desolation ... * (Rain, I Miss You.
tears have dried .....
the river was widespread,
the song of longing in each extinguished the sun
scratches heart by tears
I felt more sure of myself
only miss you every day ...
if I lied ....
ruination see twilight ...
dark without the moon ...
arjuna mountain thick fog ...
crowded room without a lantern ...
that's where I take shelter ...
unravel the rope after rope of sadness ...
cursed heart would not want to die.

breathing should not ask ....
because each second is repeated again
needle rotation ....
I still ponder ..
smile rainy night counting ...
because of the warm tears patter that I can see you ...

Rain ...
I miss.............
lonely nights
no longer audible murmur of the rain
leave a melancholy song of a bat boy
itself in stiff.

increasingly dim glow of lanterns
Inhale and exhale deeply at
gone silent, he drowned.

rain, did our agreement
has until the end ..?
Which part of it then ..? Halaman profil dari Lelaki_Hujan
happy that you carved on the walls of the sky
goddess time stringing solemn poem,
rainy, melancholy and yours is false.

Minggu, 29 Agustus 2010

I feel so broken hearted
I don't even know how this started
I don't know if I'm going to survive
I've tried all I can to stay alive

I guess this is how it's destined to be
So broken and oh so lonely
All by myself in this painful world
alone like stupid girl

With no one else
Lost and by myself
I'm ready to say goodbye
I want to end this life


But I can't let it go
Why is suicide going so slow
I just want this to end
But my mind can't comprehend

nothing more to say, just hopeless
give everything, just to ended in nothingless
sit here all days under the shades
waiting for someone's caress

She leaves, with the remaining pieces
her traces gone to ashes
my heart was chopped into mashes
turns me into heartless

dont know where to start
just feel like damned
hate for being like this
this is what i got for stay silence
never show the grief
but make them hurt me more

damage and wounds
were always be my best friends
we are brothers for life
its what i got
for stay silence

dream of love



Make that love from your heart forever true,

Follow all those dreams that come from you.

Express these feelings from your heart so deep,

With in your heart and soul that meet.

All that love from dreams, from the start,

Forever shows with in your heart.

Don't hide the dreams that come from you,

Share that love from dreams so true.

Express that love from dreams you know,

Those dreams of love so true will grow.
ad-loveMy heart says

when the little heart began to ask ..???
why did you wait for an uncertain love ...
tu when you come to bring a word,,ad-love
because I was a true love for himself,,ad-love
That's when my desire to keep me happy always on you,,,

tears do not want to wet my life,,ad-love
because I know you're always there to comfort grief tuk time,,,
ad-love
I always hear your words ,,,>?? strands
who is always faithful to my ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

ad-love
I miss you so much ....
ad-love
lonely ....
guess who continue to disrupt ...
that every time sweep ..ad-love
Meander corner of the room all my heart ...
until the frantic uncover all the pain ...
prick up torn ....
until I got hurt ...
holding up all missed ...ad-love
the oppressed want regardless ...

love ...
I really expect ...ad-love
to be present in every dream ...
and always accompanied at every step ..
I look forward to caress your love ...
sense of love and affection ...
I will miss your breath blowpipes ..ad-love
jokes and laughter ....
and all the sincerity from you ..
which is always played in every of my time ..

I miss you ....ad-lovead-love

you're mine forever ....

strengthen me with your love ...
I warm up with all of your affection ...
and hug me with all the longing is from you ...

do not let all of that disappeared ...
do not let dust littered the sanctity ..
and do not let the greatness of our love poison stains ....

Hold and do not you let go ...
any sense that now permeates our souls ....
and do not let the storm threw everything we had together ....
because you're mine forever ....
From a distance, I looked at you
Through all the eyes of my heart
tuzki-lovetuzki-love

tuzki-lovetuzki-love
From a distance, I admire you
Through all these stories about

From a distance, I fantasize about you
Regardless of my words

From far away, I dissolve in your lovetuzki-love
How to meet the clear water out in the barren

From a distance, I'm lost in your grief
To get lost in a nightmare
tuzki-lovetuzki-love
From a distance, I send prayers for you
Sincerely pray, pray unconditional
tuzki-lovetuzki-lovetuzki-love
From a distance, you paint in my sleep
Through a variety of flower bed
tuzki-lovetuzki-lovetuzki-lovetuzki-love
From afar, I am Leave my heart to you
So you always faithful to me