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Rabu, 11 Agustus 2010

The hardest thing in life is watching 
somone you love, fall in love with  
somebody else. 
 
Nothing is more painful then realizing 
the ment everything to you 
and you ment nothing to him. 
 
 
 
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Its hard to tell your mind to stop 
loving someone when your heart still does. 
 
You never know what you have 
until you lose it, 
and once you lose it, 
you can never get it back. 
 
He holds me when I start to cry, 
makes me smile with just his eyes, 
shares my hopes, dreams, fears, 
whipes away all my tears, 
I love him without regret, 
I just havent found him yet. 
 
I dropped a tear in the ocean, 
when I find it is the day I will 
stop loving you 
 
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The first time I saw you 
I knew it was true,
that I'd love you forever 
and that's what I'll do, 
you don't know what you do to me, 
you don't have a clue,  
you don't know what it's like 
to be me looking at you. 
Forgiveness is the fragrance the 
violet sheds on the heel that has 
crushed it.
~ 
To get to the rainbow, you have to 
put up with the rain.
~ 
When one door of happiness closes, 
another opens; but often we look so 
long at the closed door that we do 
not see the one which has been opened
for us.
~ 
Holding on to anger is like grasping 
a hot coal with the intent of throwing 
it at someone else; you are the one 
getting burned.
~ 
Happiness is not the absence of conflict, 
but the ability to cope with it.
~ 
The question isnt, "would you die for 
a friend", rather "do you have a friend 
worth dying for" ??
~ 
Friendship is as delicate as a glass… 
once broken it can be fixed but there 
will always be cracks.
~ 
You only meet a 'once in a lifetime
friend'...once in a lifetime.
~ 
People say friends should always hold 
hands, but friends dont need to hold 
hands when they know the other hand 
is always there for them.
~ 
Have you ever wondered which hurts more: 
saying something and wishing you hadn't 
or saying nothing and wishing you had?
~ 
If others are jealous...you're doing 
something right.
~ 
Many think that holding on is what 
makes you stronger, but in reality...
it's letting go.
~ 
I ran up the door and closed the stairs,
I said my pajamas and hopped in my prayers.
I turned off my bed and got in my light,
All because you kissed me good night.
~ 
Spiteful words hurt your feelings,
but silence breaks your heart.
~ 
Do you believe in love at first sight, 
or do I have to walk past you again???
Everyone hears what you say..
But friends listen to what you don't say.
~ 
What is better? A lie that draws a 
smile or the truth that draws a tear?
~
I'm not a bad gurl, I'm simply a good 
gurl that does bad things.
~ 
Luv is when you can't sleep because your
reality is better then your dreams.
~ 
To the world you may be one person, 
but to one person you may be the world.
~  
Don't frown because you never know who 
is falling in love with your smile.
It drives you crazy, it makes you mad, 
it makes you jealous, it makes you  
sad, it causes sleepless nights it 
even breaks your heart. So come to 
think of it, is it healthy to fall 
in LOVE?! 
~ 
It's better to be alone for the right 
reasons than to be with someone for  
the wrong ones!
~ 
Men are proof that God has a sense of humor!
~ 
God created men first because everybody 
knows that you need a rough draft  
first in order to create a masterpiece. 
~ 
Two teardrops were floating down the river. 
One teardrop said to the other,  
"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved 
a man and lost him, who are you?"...  
I'm the teardrop of the man who 
regret letting a girl go!" 
~ 
If someone comes into your life and 
becomes a part of you, but for some  
reason he couldn't stay, don't cry 
too much...just be glad that your paths  
crossed and somehow he made you happy 
even for a while. 
~ 
Puppy love is I love you because 
I need you. Mature love is I need you  
because I love you. 
~ 
There would come a time when we have 
to stop loving someone not because that  
person started hating us, but because 
we found out that they'd be happier if  
we let them go. 
~ 
It was you, that put the clouds above me, 
it was you that made the tears fall down, 
it was you who broke my heart in pieces... 
it was you, who made my blue eyes blue!
~ 
If you only knew my feelings for you,
if you only knew how much I care for
you. If you only knew how much I love you.
I guess you'll never knbow unless
you feel the same way too.
~ 
I can say I'm fine when you don't 
see me cry. I can say I could move 
on when I can't even try. I can say 
I'm happy when I just wanna die, 
but there's one thing I can't say... 
"I love you" when you said, "goodbye." 
~ 
It's always better to have found the
courage to love even if you lose it in
the end, rather than never found love
because you were too afraid of the
challenge.
~ 
I cry for the time you were almost mine, 
I cry for the memories you've left  
behind. I cry for the pain, the lost, 
the old, and the new... I cry for the  
times I thought I had you. 
~ 
What do I have to do to make you 
notice me too? What do I have to say to  
make you fell this way? What do I have 
to be to make you start loving me?
~ 
It's hard to pretend you love someone 
if you really don't, but it's harder  
to pretend you don't love someone if 
you really do. 
~ 
It's better to love someone you can't 
have than to have someone you can't  
love. 
~ 
A stolen glance he looked this way, 
must be my chance must be my day! His  
eyes a gentle gaze. He spoke the words 
so soft and true, "tell your friend, I  
love her will you?" 
~ 
How do I say goodbye to someone I never 
had? Why do tears fall for someone who 
was never mine? Why is it that I miss 
someone I was never with? And I'll ask 
why I love someone whose love 
was never mine. 
~ 
Once in my life I laughed. Once in my
life that empty space in my heart was
filled. Once in my life I loved
someone more than anything in this world.
For once in my life, I had you.
~ 
To be happy you must have a 
PENIS in your hands... 
P-eace of mind 
E-nduring love 
N-ever be selfish 
I-ndependence 
S-incer Faith 
~ 
Love is a gamble! Sometimes you win, 
other time you lose. But no matter what  
your cards are in this gamble, whether 
spades or diamonds; remember never ever 
play with the "Heart." 
~ 
When you love someone you must be 
ready to sacrifice anything, even if 
that anything includes your happiness. 
~ 
When you love, you must not expect 
anything in return, for if you do you  
are not loving but investing. If you 
love you must prefer to accept pain, 
for if you expect happiness, you are 
not loving, but using. 
~ 
Once you say "I love you" to a person, 
you automatically give that person  
the right to hurt you. 
~ 
Love can make you happy, but oftentimes 
it hurts, but love is only special  
when you give it to whom it's worth.
~ 
Don't come close if later you'll just 
pass by. Don't smile if later you'll  
just let me cry. Don't touch me if 
later you'll just walk away. Don't 
love me if later you'll just leave 
and won't stay. 
~ 
Look not for beauty, nor for the color 
of skin, but look for a heart that is  
loyal within. For the beauty fades 
and the skin will grow old, but a heart  
that is loyal, will never turn cold. 
~ 
Love isn't a matter of finding the 
right person, but creating the right  
relationship. The quetion isn't how 
much love there is at the beginning, 
but how much love there is at the end. 
~ 
Love knows no seasons, love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons, love has no
eyes but it sees though it doesn't mind.
~ 
I can't belive that days gone by and 
now it's time to say goodbye. But  
that's the way it is, I hope it's me 
you'll miss. Even though you're not the  
one I have, you're still the one I love. 
~ 
I may not always be around, maybe someday 
we'll have to say goodbye. But if ever 
you've found somebody, I hope that she'll 
always make you happy. 
~ 
I wish I was a tear in your eyes, then I 
would run down your cheeks and dry on your 
lips then again, I wish you were a tear in 
my eyes, then I would never cry, out of 
fear of losing you. 
~ 
There's a light in your eyes, but it's too 
bright too see, and a place in my heart 
where you used to be. I guess I was wrong 
to believe you were waiting for me, because 
there's a light in your eyes, but it's not 
for me. 
~ 
Never expect love to be always at its best 
because if you do you'll never appreciate 
its existence. Remember that there 
will always be one true love for you to 
have and to hold. It may not be the one 
you expect, but it's the one you deserve. 
~ 
There are things that our loved one wants 
to hear, but are so complicating to say. 
Things that are so easy to say, but so 
difficult to do. Things that are simple 
to do, but so hard to prove. But no matter 
how tough all of these may seem, we must 
do what needs to be done; if we really 
want to keep this special someone. 
~ 
I can hear my heart as I see you and I 
try to smile so you wouldn't know that 
I'm missing you, but no matter how hard 
I try; I can still feel the pain because 
without you things will never be the same. 
~ 
Sometimes we need to be hurt in order 
to grow. We must fail in order to know. 
We must lose in order to gain. Some 
lessons are learned best through pain. 
~ 
If you can't love me at my worst,
then you don't need me at my best!
~ 
You have come into my life through 
the door, I'm afraid it will never be  
opened again. For many have slammed it 
on their way out. Feel free to stay,  
but if the time comes that you would 
leave please close it gently. 
~ 
I told him I loved him and the 
feelings were mutual...he loved himself too!
~ 
Men are like parking lots, either 
they're taken or they're handicapped.
~ 
I wish I were a little girl because 
skinned knees heal so much faster than  
broken hearts. 
~ 
Life was so much easier when we 
thought boys had cooties. 
~ 
I don't miss you and you alone. 
I miss you and me together. 
~ 
It's easy to fall in love, but it's
hard to find someone to catch you.
~ 
I am a nodody. Nobody is perfect. 
Therefore I am perfect. 
~ 
If I were to become anyone in this world, 
I would want to be my bestfriend... 
so that I could be around me all the time. 
~
Watching you walk out of my life doesn't 
make me bitter of cynical about love, 
but rather it makes me wonder. If I so 
much wanted to be with the wrong one, 
how wonderful it will be when the right 
one comes along. 
A dream is a wish your heart makes 
 
 
 
 
when you are fast asleep.
It took me by surprise when I saw
you standing there. 
Close enough to touch, 
breathing the same air. 
You asked me how I've been, 
I guess thats when I smiled
and said just fine. But I was lying.
What i really meant to say is 
I'm dying here inside. 
I miss you more each day. 
There's not a night I havn't cried. 
hun here's the truth,
I'm still in love with you.
And thats what I really  
meant to say.
There are many things in life, am I one of them??
~
If You really love someone are u positive u want them to love u back?
~
It's one thing to love someone but it's another to have them love u back.
~
I cry for u, Y? I miss u, Y?
~
I love u, Y? Y care so much for someone who doesn't care about me.
If you had to chose between 
someone you love or someone 
 
 
who loves you, pick the person
who loves you because you can 
 
 
 
learn to love someone but you cant
make someone love you back
You are my first everything... 
except my first LOST love... 
I will never lose you...and
if by chance I do...you will 
also be my last everything...
Maybe the change of your dreams is 
already happening and you don't even
realize, or perhaps it might just be
taking a little longer to you on 
becoming a reality.
After a while you learn the subtle 
difference between holding a hand and 
chaining a soul, And you learn that 
love doesnt mean leaning and company 
doesnt mean security, And you begin to 
learn that kisses arent contracts and 
presents arent promises, And you 
begin to accept your defeats with your
head up and your eyes open, with the
grace of an adult, not the grief of a 
child And you learn to build all your 
roads on today because tomorrows ground 
is too uncertain for plans. After a while 
you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much.
So plant your garden and decorate your 
own soul, instead of waiting for someone 
to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really are strong, 
And you really do have worth. 
If tomorrow can be terrible than today..
today is better.
If tomorrow is better than today..
today is the worst.
If today and tomorrow are going 
to be the same.... i am Happy

love is pain

my love 4 u is like shadow. shadow shows that u exist.

Exist shows that u live.


Live shows that u can talk, walk, smile, eat, work n sleep. 

All of this, shows that i will keep on loving u till i die honey,



no matter what come in between us. Love u always
Love is like an onion ,






The more you peel,








The more you cry.

i dont knw what to say.
i love to love but...
but im always left behind...,



frustratd. but doing and giving evrything after all im stil such a loser..
i want to be with you , coz i love you .
i dont want to be with you , coz i still love you .
and humans without ego are not human

I love you, i love you with all my heart. 
I feel so sad when we are apart. 
I dream about you all nite and day.
I just can't wait till you're mine to stay.
Hatiku telah lama lenyap
Tertelan tetesan hujan yang lembab
Dalam rembesan lumpur hitam
Yang penuh bayang kelam

Kau tahu,
Aku baru saja mati
Kukubur jiwaku dalam dukamu
Hempaskan asaku dalam tangismu

Hitam mentari tak ada
Yang ada hanya merah menggelegak
Dendam pun lukaku telah sirna
Dalam genangan darah air mata

Dan aku pun tergeletak kosong
Tanpa asa tanpa makna
Kerontang berdiri sendiri
Kelu tak bersuara

Dan aku pun mati lagi
Dalam teriakan amarahmu
Melebur ke dalam degup laju adrenalinmu
Aku telah mati!
Andai bunyi tak jadi morfem
morfem tak jadi kata
Kata tak jadi kalimat
Kalimat tak jadi alinea
Alinea tak jadi wacana
Dan tak usah diperdebatkan

Andai kata tak punya makna
Kosong dan tanpa arti
Andai kata tak punya nama
Hampa dan tanpa makna

Andai kata hanyalah simbol
Kosong dan tanpa makna
Hampa dan lapang
Hingga tak bisa dicerna

Andai ujaran, tuturan dan komat – kamit mulut
Tak usah dibahasakan dan disimak
tak usah disarikan dan ditrankripsikan
hingga menjadi tulisan

Tapi sapu hidup
tanpa kata
Tanpa simbol
Tanpa transkripsi
Adalah kematian

Bila kata tak bisa disarikan
Diinterpretasi dan dicerna
Tak bisa diolah dan diproses
Tak dikode dan didekode

Maka sapu hidup
Adalah kekosongan
tanpa makna, tanpa arti
tanpa citra, tanpa esensi

Kata tanpa makna
Bagaikan terjebak dalam labirin
Di antara ada dan tiada
Di antara mimpi dan terjaga
Merasa tidak mengerti
Merasa begitu bimbang dan hilang
Merasa tak tahu hendak kemana
Merasa risau, keluh, bercampur senang

Jatuh cintakah aku,
Ataukah terjebak dalam euforia sesaat
Merasa takutkah aku,
Menjalani hari baru yang masih tak pasti.

Aku ingin tertawa lagi
Ingin menari lagi
Ingin tersenyum lagi
Ingin jatuh cinta lagi

Telah lama hati dibiarkan membeku
Ingin kucairkan
Tapi tak sampai meleleh
Tak sampai menguap

Aku ingin hatiku kembali utuh
Kembali sempurna tanpa cacat
Tanpa retak
Tanpa goresan

Dan aku ingin bisa kembali lagi
Menjadi aku yang dulu
Yang naïf dan tak takut jatuh cinta
Yang ‘bubbling’ dan cuek

Entahlah …
Apakah aku sedang jatuh cinta
Sedang menggantang asap
Ataukah menggarami lautan,
Aku tak tahu …….

Jatuh cintakah aku padanya,
Pada sepotong kata yang dituliskannya
Pada permintaannya untuk tersenyum
Ataukah sapaannya?
Entahlah … aku tak tahu

Kuharap perasaanku kembali normal
Kembali biasa, kembali pulang
Pada raga yang telah mematikan
Sepotong kata bernama “cinta”

Entahlah …
Aku tak tahu
Aku bingung dan lelah
Menanti dan menelaah
Sepotong kata berlabel ‘cinta’

istikharah mencari jawaban tuk menggapai alhub fillah wa lillah dalam doa kubersimpuh pasrah memohon datangnya jawaban kepada Sang Pemberi hidayah bila jawaban itu masih menggantung di langit maka turunkanlah bila jawaban itu masih terpendam di perut bumi maka keluarkanlah bila jawaban itu sulit kuraih maka mudahkanlah bila jawaban itu masih jauh maka dekatkanlah

Semuanya berawal dari kedua mata
ketika aku hanya berani mencuri pandang
wajahmu di sana
dengan pakaian rapat tak kau biarkan auratmu terbuka
karena memang tak selayaknya bisa dipandang oleh sembarang mata
maka seiring perjalanan masa
kumulai beranikan diri tuk bertanya
tuk selanjutnya berbagi cerita

telah kukatakan kepadamu semenjak awal mula
bahwa aku adalah wanita, ibuku sepanjang masa
sebagai wujud bakti sebagaimana rasul telah bersabda “ibumu, ibumu, ibumu!” begitulah dalam sebuah hadits yang pernah kubaca
“lalu ayahmu!” sebagai kelanjutan ucapan dari lidah yang mulia
sebuah jawaban darimu membuatku begitu lega
aku berkata bahwa lebih baik memiliki suami yang berbakti daripada yang durhaka
aku berkata bahwa lebih baik memiliki suami yang dermawan daripada yang bakhil harta


dan kaupun berharap bahwa pendampingmu kelak bisa membuatmu bahagia
kau pernah berkata ingin segera menikah sebagai suatu rencana bila kelak Allah mempertemukanmu dengan jodoh pilihan-Nya
agar mampu menjaga kemurnian dan kesucian niatmu dalam mewujudkan berbagai cita
serta menjadikanmu lebih kuat kala cobaan dan ujian datang menerpa

cinta

Cinta itu berbisa
Cinta adalah pekat tinta dalam putih susu hidup
Cinta adalah kemarau jahanam yang memperkosa firdaus
Cinta adalah biludak yang membelit ketat dan meremukkan setiap jengkal tulang kehidupan..

Cinta adalah geletar cemeti yang merobek perih..
Cinta adalah ingkar dari wangi janji yang ditebar dengan keji
Cinta adalah pahit empedu dalam lezat anggur

Kalau cinta memang seindah kata-kata pujangga...
Kenapa sampai malam ini tak jua ia datang?

bila
bila apa yg kupikirkan begitu mengganggumu
maka aku mungkin masih berarti bagimu
walau hanya sebagai orang
yang paling kau benci..
aku benci kamu...
B E N C I
b e n c i
B E N C I

tapi aku cinta kamu...

ataukah aku hanya cinta diriku sendiri??
Think about this for a minute...
If I happened to show up on your door step crying,
Would you Care?

If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something Happened,
Would you come?

If I had one day left,
to live my life;
Would you be part of That last day?

If I needed a shoulder
to cry on,
Would you give me Yours?

This is a test to see
who your real
Friends are or if you are just someone to talk to you when they are bored


Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes?

They blink together, they move together,
They cry together, they see things together, and they sleep
together,

But they never see each other;
.. that's what friendship is.
Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your
Belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, and
Life is like hard core torture without it

Who is your best friend?..