how

Was it love or lust?
In my heart it’s hard to trust
If it wasn’t love, I wouldn’t hurt so
But if lust is what it’s not, I wouldn’t feel relieved to let you go
How is love supposed to feel?
How do you know if it is real?
How could feelings change in a day?
If they truly are what you say
How can it be so hard to tell if it’s a miracle or sin?
Is this a game that you can never win?
Is love a lie?
Were all these tears a waste that I’ve cried?
Am I looking for something that doesn’t exist?
Will someone ever come to assist
Me, help me on my way
Get me through each day?
How will I know
If I should love him or let him go?