why i cry

I suffer everyday from depression,
Do he care Do he care Do you care I’m guessing.
When I look in the mirror I see a red warned out face that cried all of its strength out,
Now that I’m weak I’m like a newborn that just pout.
I cry because I hold all the anguish feelings inside,
Because there’s always a moment that feeling I cant hide.
I stay to myself because nobody cares,
So I walk with my head down while others just stare.
I don’t want the spotlight
I don’t want the attention
I just want love
I mean I do have it cause the man up above.
But there was this man that I thought was the sweetest thing alive,
Until one day I felt like I died.
That man told me he love me and going to treat me as a queen,
But a queen to a king should be his everything.
But me to that man, he told his wife I was just a friend.
He has wife??? Now I might be lil quiet but I’m not afraid to pull out that knife.
Again Why I Cry??? Is because when people have me believing they love me when they really don’t.
Well at night I cry myself to sleep
Until that one trustful man comes sweep me off my feet.
But until then I’m going to cry on cry on cry on because I’m all alone